Insomnia

These nails took forever to do freehand. Gold with sparkly bronze tips. Something to do while I was awake.

After the newspaper is delivered, the sun comes out, and the birds start to chirp is when I can actually go to sleep. It's currently 4:02 am and as normal people sleep, I'm playing with my iphone and listening to Amanda Blank.

I just got this "What to Wear" application which is basically a closet organizer. I can take pictures of my clothes and plan outfits accordingly. All the reviews said it was dumb/stupid, but I'm thinking it could be useful when all my clothes are folded into tiny little sausages in my dorm room and I want to decide what to wear. We'll see how this works out.

I could go on and on about all the other apps I have, but I know it's not really interesting. Especially to people that don't have iphones. Haha sorry. I'll post about more exciting things later.

My background is a map from here to Irvine. Obviously I'm excited!

Thank God

My daily horoscope:

At first, it's harder than usual for you to let go of something that recently occurred. But things will improve, even if it takes a while for you to overcome your negativity. Keep in mind that forcing a positive change of attitude won't work today. Just let the events unfold while knowing that better times are on the way. Believe it or not, the Sun will appear and chase away the dark clouds.

Night Owl

I seriously need more friends that don't sleep like me. Haha I never update this because it takes too long. Twitter is taking over my life. You can follow me at http://twitter.com/queenofjuicy. Anyway, Huey comes back today from New York!! That little bz got to travel across the country as I sat around and daydreamed in summer school. Depressing. Also, Brian, Andrew, Ryan, and I have become gambleholics. I lost $100 today and Ryan almost lost $300! Yikessss. I was angry at myself earlier but now I'm over it. Yeah, that money could've been put towards my iphone or college, but whatever, at least I had fun. I seriously need to refrain from shopping. At least until back to school shopping starts. I'll just spend it on food ... but then again, that can actually be pretty pricy. I want froyo and jamba juice so bad right now. Ahhh.

I will leave you with my new life motto:

Cash4Gold

Life's been unnecessarily dramatic. Retail therapy seems to help.

Also, I've been reading Diggy's blog and it's pretty, in his words, DOPE!

Summer Slacking

Some of the outfits I wore towards the end of the school year. Obviously I didn't follow the dress code, but I am proud to say I never got in trouble once. I love how I could hide behind people and use them as human shields from campus security and faculty. But, now that it's summer I find myself in an annoying situation.  I keep sticking to the same outfits. I'm too lazy and I feel like looking cute is pointless when I have nowhere to go and nothing to do. I feel like I'm wasting an outfit (if that makes sense to anybody).  I actually stay in pajamas all day sometimes. Depressing, I know. So, my solution is to make sure I do something every day from now on. 

Summer schools starts Monday and even though I don't care about it, I still want to look good.  I need to buy more basics that I can just throw on and still look fabulous. I also have some projects in mind that I need to work on. Summer is the perfect time to start up my DIY visions.

Lost

I'm at the point where I cared so much that I don't even care anymore. Earlier I was freaking out about all the schoolwork I have to do and I pushed it off for so long that now I honestly don't care. I just finished the stats project. I still need to do this extra credit resolution. I'm thinking I'll just whip something out real quick since it doesn't even matter. Then tomorrow I'm working on my group project for our lit final. What else do I have to do...

- Anatomy assignments + study
- Study map of the world
- Study for gov/world politics final
- Civic participation
- Community service write up
- Cultural events write up

But for now I have to shower. Yes, it is 3:16AM.


4 MORE DAYS!!!!!

Not A Second To Waste

I wish I could have more normal relationships with people. I always find myself in these situations and I have no idea how it happens. Why can't I find more chill people?

Today was senior ditch day and I spent it in San Francisco with girlfriends. We did a lot of walking, but took a lot of cute pictures along the way. That morning/night before was pretty rough. Andrew, Brian, Collin, Ryan, Jack (and later Alyssa and Caitlin) came over and we hung out in my backyard. As always, we managed to find our way to Alyssa's front yard in the middle of the night. Highlights of the night included Brian smashing cans on his head (ouch), Ryan holding onto the back of Brian's car as we drove around, and Andrew kidnapping Alyssa. Why is it that I always manage to take peoples' clothes? I type this as I'm wearing Brian's American Apparel sweatshirt and Andrew's sweatshirt sits next to me.

I have so much work to do, but have too much on my mind to function. Help.

Hot, Hotter, Hottest

You would think because there are only 8 days left of school that there wouldn't be so much to do! Unfortunately, I have finals to worry about because all my grades are borderline... yet I can't make myself do anything because at the same time I don't care anymore. Such a dilemma. There are also a lot of random thoughts flying through my head. Hopefully I can sort them all out despite this heat.

SUMMER, NOW!

Sleepy

My life has come to the point where the only thing keeping me sane are thoughts of college and my close friends. I am so over high school and can not wait to leave already. The people, the drama, the grades - it all needs to be over with. I find it hard to even be civil to some people. You know that scene in Mean Girls where Lindsay Lohan visualizes diving over the table to attack Regina? That's currently my life story. Give me my diploma now so I can go to this beautiful place:

Okay, I realize how crazy I sound. I have had some amazing adventures since I last updated. Cindo de Mayo went down in the books for sure. What's better than margaritas and sombreros? Brian and Andrew also showed their faces last night and I was pretty happy. I miss those boys and their muscles. Haha. I've done a lot of shopping (of course) lately and today I picked up this ring and pair of sandals:

So ready for summer.

Quicky

I kinda need this ridiculous yet amazing sweatshirt.

I did my senior project presentation yesterday and got a lot of compliments on the dress I made. Great to know that my hard work and design process paid off. Today was a completely relaxing day. Because of testing schedule I only had one class. I got to watch all the tv I've missed in the past week and hang out with Huey. My throat and sides are sore from all the laughing. I should probably shower now.

And yes, my laptop was fixed and I now have Ubuntu instead of Windows. It's pretty cool, but kinda weird, so I don't really want to upload my own pictures. With that note, I leave you with this:


by Jack Siegel

29 To Go

Lack of posting has been due to the fact that the hard drive on my laptop broke. I've been forced to resort to this ridiculous Dell desktop which tends to freeze whenever I need it the most. Definitely need to get a MAC for college. Speaking of, I am so excited! Going to college with my two best friends - what could be better? No sad goodbyes! Peace out high school, I'm so over you. And everyone in it.

Not sure whether I'm going to keep this blog going. I've returned to writing in an actual journal - yes, with paper and pen. I forgot how relaxing it is to actually write until my hand hurts and there are ink stains on my fingers. The primary reason for starting this whole blog was to document my adventures and find what makes me happy - and I believe that was a success. I've done a lot of exciting things this year and found what and who matters. Time to move forward, we'll see where that takes me.


Best friends on the beach.

Pride and Prejudice

It's 3AM and I'm wasting time instead of planning my essay. My hair is out of control. I'm going to be so tired. It needs to be Spring Break now now now.

Reminder

Forever blouse, shorts, and bangles, Betsey necklace, Coach wedges


Something to think about:

Honest (adj) - not disposed to cheat or defraud; not deceptive or fraudulent; dependable

To Sum It All Up

My Life

Melange

Borrowed top, Hong Kong skirt, Semantiks cardian, Onyx sandals

Been doing some serious thinking about my near future and what I really want and expect from myself. It's crazy to think about how much I've changed since I started high school. It'd like to think it's been for the better, but only time will tell whether everything works out the way I hope. Decisions, decisions, decisions...

The Fear

How cute is this?

Hurts So Good

Genius

I hate how my Ipod is synced with my prehistoric, slow computer. Updating it is such a hassle. It'd almost rather listen to CDs for the rest of my life. I'm glad Friday has finally returned once again. I'm starting to feel the stress of senior year, but I'm just taking it one step at a time. This weather seriously needs to stop though. I can't stand being this hot any longer. No outfit is cute when you're sweaty! Float building is starting up and next weekend is homecoming! I'm stoked, except for the fact that I've yet to find an outfit. Good thing I'm going to the bay tomorrow!

Ps,

MIIIIIIIIINDFREAAAAAAAK!