Lost

I'm at the point where I cared so much that I don't even care anymore. Earlier I was freaking out about all the schoolwork I have to do and I pushed it off for so long that now I honestly don't care. I just finished the stats project. I still need to do this extra credit resolution. I'm thinking I'll just whip something out real quick since it doesn't even matter. Then tomorrow I'm working on my group project for our lit final. What else do I have to do...

- Anatomy assignments + study
- Study map of the world
- Study for gov/world politics final
- Civic participation
- Community service write up
- Cultural events write up

But for now I have to shower. Yes, it is 3:16AM.


4 MORE DAYS!!!!!

Not A Second To Waste

I wish I could have more normal relationships with people. I always find myself in these situations and I have no idea how it happens. Why can't I find more chill people?

Today was senior ditch day and I spent it in San Francisco with girlfriends. We did a lot of walking, but took a lot of cute pictures along the way. That morning/night before was pretty rough. Andrew, Brian, Collin, Ryan, Jack (and later Alyssa and Caitlin) came over and we hung out in my backyard. As always, we managed to find our way to Alyssa's front yard in the middle of the night. Highlights of the night included Brian smashing cans on his head (ouch), Ryan holding onto the back of Brian's car as we drove around, and Andrew kidnapping Alyssa. Why is it that I always manage to take peoples' clothes? I type this as I'm wearing Brian's American Apparel sweatshirt and Andrew's sweatshirt sits next to me.

I have so much work to do, but have too much on my mind to function. Help.

Hot, Hotter, Hottest

You would think because there are only 8 days left of school that there wouldn't be so much to do! Unfortunately, I have finals to worry about because all my grades are borderline... yet I can't make myself do anything because at the same time I don't care anymore. Such a dilemma. There are also a lot of random thoughts flying through my head. Hopefully I can sort them all out despite this heat.

SUMMER, NOW!

Mamacita

Happy mothers day! This morning went to Zocalo for brunch. The restaurant was lively and beautiful with the huge open windows letting in the cool breeze. The generous portions of food were delicious as well. Can't wait to go back again. After we went to the Roseville Galleria and got free popcorn at Popcornopolis. I also picked up these sunglasses. I need to stock up for the sunny weather in college!

Sleepy

My life has come to the point where the only thing keeping me sane are thoughts of college and my close friends. I am so over high school and can not wait to leave already. The people, the drama, the grades - it all needs to be over with. I find it hard to even be civil to some people. You know that scene in Mean Girls where Lindsay Lohan visualizes diving over the table to attack Regina? That's currently my life story. Give me my diploma now so I can go to this beautiful place:

Okay, I realize how crazy I sound. I have had some amazing adventures since I last updated. Cindo de Mayo went down in the books for sure. What's better than margaritas and sombreros? Brian and Andrew also showed their faces last night and I was pretty happy. I miss those boys and their muscles. Haha. I've done a lot of shopping (of course) lately and today I picked up this ring and pair of sandals:

So ready for summer.